Waterfalls and a quiet bird.

A great day.
She was showering me with her usual charm and radiant smiles. The innocence in her eyes with a wink of mischief. Relationship with her is built on one encounter at a time, there is no room for expectations, hopes, plans and visions. I’ve learnt this from her a long time ago – Take each interaction at a time, give it the best and most genuine. So that when I look back in time at my golden age, I would not regret a good soul- friendship.

x x

Presenting THE case,
the great waterfall is no longer in me. Knowing how close
I was to complex self-entanglement, I now sit
like an old bird on a silent rock.
The more I expose this for self-scrutiny,
the more the great water flows.
One day it will hit me at the core
that my heart should open to the shore,
and
take in the ocean and rain,
continent and hurricane.

x X

I am still feeling very sore,
Avoiding the subject and their eyes at all cost.
To think I will become a nobody among them,
At the prospect of subservience, my ego shrinks.

But should this be the calling,
pre-written before I was born,
I know I’ll heed the call
coz’ it’s my path to serve us all.

A great farewell to my ego,
To serve the Light from the dark below.

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Over a passing cloud.

There is sadness and grief, right now. Over a passing cloud. It does not make sense logically, it is simply not energy saving. But a passing cloud has its moment in my life, and in that precise moment in its passing, my life is interrupted, shifted, changed. And it cannot be undone, even if the cloud is never to return. I do not want to lament its non-return. I only want to preserve the beauty of that moment of change it did to my life, and I can only do that by offering my gratitude. And yes, I am grateful to this sadness and grief.

 

Change takes its own time.

There is no way we can change a person, when she/he is not ready to change. There is a precise momentum that guides the healing or change, and we called it ‘divine timing’. ‘Divine’ coz no one knows why Change or Healing or Learning needs to be so painfully slow. it’s a mystery. And i learn there is nothing i can do about it, but to surrender my ego, and respect that each flower blooms and wilts in its own timing.

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