Ease

Eversince the colleagues left, more things that have been buried for generations of the post were dug up by my senior. It is always like this, I am really used to it. Things were cumulated each time a person left the post and usually without consideration to CLEAR up. We all hate to clear people’s shits, but part of life, in reality, is about clearing shits of past generations.

From office personnels’ changeover to environmental pollutions, which is not about clearing the mess and leaving behind more mess?

So, take it easy. Intermittently, I take time to enjoy my cup of coffee.. a plate of spring rolls.. talk trash.. and appreciate the nice working attitude of people I come into contact with.

I do enjoy paper work really. Getting organised and neat brings sense of achievement and completion. But i realise that i need to be connected with some higher or charitable purpose for the work i do, knowing that what i do is helping people indirectly.

 

Today i sat in front of the Holy One and observed that I no longer suffer the urge of wanting contact with the someone. In fact, I am avoiding making initiative and minimising contact. i looked into His Eyes and said, I don’t know why. That’s a good enough answer to myself, and before i left my seat, a voice said, Look into the Buddha within.